FINALLY!

Wow, it seems like agess since ive last posted a blog :)

just got most of the important school cert papers done, and its almost time to chill and relax :)
formals coming up! i wasnt quite interested or excited about it before..but now im starting to get excited! maybe it's just one of those things that girls look forward to..

dont have much to say right now lol. but i shall post later someday.. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOUISE!

Dear Louise,
My bestest friend in the whole world :) HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY LOUISE! I hope yu read this lol. Just wanted to dedicate this blog to you ahahaha, i havnt blogged in a while. I LOVE YOU! ;) and youre finally legal. like O-M-G :O

This book is truly...

...AMAZING!

okay. so anyone who knows me, would know that i dislike reading, like srsly..maybe im just simply too lazy and fall asleep if a book doesnt seem to be catching my attention. Is it possible for someone to change you without even realising? yes. it sure is. well, maybe you wont realise it now, but certain characteristics of certain "special" people, DO change the way i act. Is it a good thing? Im not quite sure. some say it is, some say it isnt. who's to decide what is and not right? Louise is right, seeing things from different points of views makes you realise youre not the "ONLY" one, going through certain obstacles in life, EVERYONE does.

Is it stupid to feel an emotion that doesnt really exist? It doesnt make sense aye? well, yeah..im just trying to sound smart but it doesnt make sense LOL. How many times do i use the word LOL but actually mean it? AHAHAHA LOL. I know i dont actually LAUGH OUT LOUD, but i do have a little giggle, at my lameness. idk, i guess seeing the word lol makes me happy. when someone says lol it just brings a smile to my face. YEA, its that easy to please me. :)

SO ANYWAYS, the book im reading is called "It's not how good you are, it's how good you want to be."
so far, so good. this book is the source of my positivity. it makes me lol and :)

alright, i shall stop being gay now. byeee :D

If only everyday was as good as the best moments in my life. If only i could pause and rewind time, wouldnt life be such an awesome place to be in :) But, then when i think about it...its the bad and alright days which make the GOOD stand out :)

Even when my days arent the best, I have friends that will always love me..even tho i can be a bitch at times. Some people are just always there, they make my day special and they make me feel special :) i couldnt appreciate them anymore than i already do. awwww, i feel emotional while writing ths blog lol. this is just a random blog to say thank you to everyone for being there for me and i love you guys soo much :)

Are you judgemental?

do you choose who you like and not like straight away..

A lot of us do that, you may not know it now or ever, but most likely you do. I understand why, thats me as well. A lot of the times you dont like people either for looks or personality. You might no understand him, but he's a good person :) If only people could only see the good sides of certain people, there would be less hate and more love :)

LOL im working with sulin..G tomoro :) how fun will that be?! CANT WAIT! love you haha =)
Im really happy atm, but im doing my essay..
I also realised, you dont know who you get along with til you explore and talk with others. Even though at first you may seem completely different, but eventually you will get out of your comfort zone and discover things and people yu never thought youd like. BUT YOU DO :D

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO EFFFFFFFFFFFFFIIIIIIIIIIIINNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG HHHHHHAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYY!
if you couldnt tell lolololololololollololool! :L

scars on the outside are easy to see..but what about the ones on the inside?

at least the scars on the inside CAN sorta be fixed right? but the ones on the outside may stay with you forever. Its a lesson. A lesson that one shall learn. LOL thats cs at work today, i accidently burnt my arm on the oven, stupid me..but at least now, i shall remember to NEVER do it again. cs it hurts haha.

I need to finish my assignments, there are soo many due man, i really dont wana fail this year..im actually gonna try and do good. :) It will be tough, but its something im gonna encourage myself to achieve. lol.

Have a nice weekend everyone :) byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Is it possible to not judge anyone at all..?

I dont think so, as much as you tried, you cant really stop yourself from judging anyone. The best you can do, is judge someone, but theyre positive, nice judgements? Everyone picks favourites, fact of life. Do you know what it feels like, to be the last person picked?

In team games, your always the last person being picked, who knows why..
In a pack of skittles..you pick the one's you like first. unless you eat them all at the same time LOL.