well, i used to think that thursdays were shit. the middle of a week, so close to the end, but it wasnt quite..i never looked forward to them, but after today, i now love them :)
today was history excursion, we were going to a jewish museum, doesnt sound that interesting to most people, but it was. the trip there was so fun, lol..felix and lammy were my bus buddies :) we were just mucking around playing cards..and they are so shit. the plan was to get me to shuffle - whoever lost had to shuffle. but somehow it just never happened :)
AHAHAHA FU MAN CHU. in joke between me, lammy and felix :) gosh i love you guyss.
woulda been so boring without yous :P
anyways, i spent the whole last night thinking about something..couldnt really get to sleep but im the only one to blame. I guess she's right, ive been stuck here in the same position for a while..and im not moving forward, even if i desperately want to or need to. I just need to do something..anything. but idk, today might have been a sign? maybe gods trying to tell me something, but i cant tell. it feels weird, uncomfortable. im scared, terrified, it sucks not knowing whats going to happen, i wish i was in control of my life. i should be, but why not? :(
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We'll get you to shuffle one day :P
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