okay, that probably didnt make much sense..well, i slept for like 10 hrs today, its one of those days, that it just never seems like enough sleep and the more i get the tireder i get..
i finished reading the book :) (p.s. louise i'll give yu the book now :)) and yeah im a slow reader..i lied when sed i had 20 pages left, it was more like 50! but still..took me forever, idk, now the books finished..dont really have much to do now :( besides maths GRRRRRRR! just feeling so ugh, like seriously, feel so grumpy today, whenever anyone asked anything i just sed it in a tone that was soo agro.
was lying in my bed...THINKING, yeah surprised aye. i just feel so un-confident nowadays, im not looking at the positive anymore, i just cant lie to myself anymore..its never gonna work, i'll just move on, nothings gonna happen, JUST GET THAT THROUGH YOUR FUCKEN HEAD! excuse the language..im just so un-motivated, i need to concentrate on something else, and not someone..MATHS HERE WE GO! :D ive never appreciated my nerdiness that much, my goal to get over 90s again. maybe my goal is simply too high for me to achieve?
DESPERATELY WANA FIND SOMETHING TO KEEP ME MOTIVATED AND THINK STRAIGHT FOR ONCE, SHOULD REALLY STOP TRYING TO ACHIEVE THINGS THAT ARENT POSSIBLE, I MEAN ITS GOOD TO HAVE A GOAL, BUT SOMETHING THATS ACHIEVEBLE WOULD HELPPPPP...
whats happened to this confidence i once used to have? i really dont know..I remember the old me, i havnt changed, ive just gotten older..well sorta lol. i still love my childish movies and stuff, like ice age 3 :) srsly, no one would find it funny anymore..but im just soo immature i guess?
sometimes yu know things..but yu dont need people to spill it out to yur face, cs its just so unneccessary..how come they understand but i dont? :(
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