YAY HOLIDAYS! :)

for some reason..this just doesnt feel right. it doesnt quite feel like a holiday to me, not even a weekend. i dont think my week or the end of term 2 could finish any......worse. meaning to over-exaggerate, i guess its not like the WORST DAY OF MY LIFE kinda situation, but it just could be soo much better. today was undeniably shit. but at least i have hols to look forward to..

i really need to get my mind off things. what better way than a novel and my maths book =) honestly, i love maths..when im doing maths, i cant think about ANYTHING ELSE, which is awesome. I know what i want, but what do i need? i still remember saying that a while ago, but now even i dont know what i want..and it bugs me.

"because you are with me" - Anna McPartlin
a book that i bought yesterday. its weird cs i would never buy a book, let alone spend my own money on one..i guess i just felt this sudden urge to read..IS IT ANY GOOD? i have absolutely no idea..but the "blurb"(yes sworaaz, not blob = =) lol thanks brad, really caught my eye. I only ever buy books that appeal to me, well duh..im sure thats the same for everyone, but like..i just think i can relate to this book. hopefully after reading this book, it will make me feel better :)

You know that feeling, when you know what yu want to do? but yu just cant. Im REALLY trying not to expect things to go my way now, or not trying to plan things out. cs srsly it never works for me :( ..when i least expect it, something good happens. but its not like yu can just tell yur brain not to expect anything..im cut, deeply :)

LOLOL its soo funny, cs i swear this always happens to me. is it a sign from god? i know im NOT even christian, well not yet, but somehow i still kinda believe in god? if thats possible..:S
i was walking BY MYSELF in the plaza today, shopping around, but i didnt buy anything :) anyways..i kept on telling myself not to think about him..but like then i hear this lady say his name...and OMG = = freaking wth. LOL but it did make me laugh, the inevitable always happens..and its not like its the first time. same thing happened once, when i was reading this book full randomly. trying not to think, next thing. his name is also the name of the main character in the book. how many coincidences can there be....?!