13th JUNEEE ! ;)

alright guys, its the 13th, i think thats a lucky number....for some lol.

yeah louise, i had a pretty boring day as well. i think its cs i woke up early, so i felt sleepy. anyways,
well, i went btown today, thinking that i was gonna get a fair bit done, but oh my doesnt time just fly. god, cant believe i just sounded like a fag = =
whoever wants to see i love you man, STOP! think about it, cs to me it was shit..like really shit, ive never actually slept in a movie before becos it was that shit, just felt like a waste of time..and yeah just dont watch it, i warned yu guys :)

even tho i sed it was a boring day, i have to admit that it would've been better than doing english, although now i will have to do that as well with lesser time = =" gees wasnt that stupid, im sure it coulda been worse tho, but bcos someone went, i just felt a little better..:)

AHAHAHA..well while i was in the shower, i have no idea why i was thinking about this, but like the people who look strong on the inside, are usually the weakest on the inside..crying isn't a sign of weakness, it could mean that youre strong? does that even make any sense?! ah louise would get me..

man, i cant remember the last time i went out with louise, on a proper bestie outing lol, srsly why do i sound like such a faggot. hmm, so during the movie, i cant believe those 2 words were mentioned..like full randomly.

"GIVING UP DOESNT ALWAYS MEAN YOURE WEAK, IT COULD MEAN THAT YOURE STRONG ENOUGH TO LET GO! " wow, doesnt that help,

regret? what is it? hmm, i was just wondering, yu know how everyone regrets stuff..how can yu exactly stop yurself from regretting something? cs how do yu know you'll regret it until it happens. they say you learn from yur mistakes..but how do yu? maybe yu dont believe its a mistake and even if everyone disagrees, yu still manage to stand by yur decision and believe everything yu did was right.
i get that, do yu? there's one thing i regretted doing, or at least i thought, but when i think about it more..it's not really worth regretting, sure maybe it was a waste of time as some say, but how are they meant to judge, theyre not me, they wouldnt understand the feeling.

that "feeling" can be the best thing in the world yet the worst thing in my life, how is that so? i cant answer that either, if there were answers to everything, wouldnt that make life simpler? lol idk..if that world was that simple wouldnt it be boring? some people spend their lives looking for answers, looking high, looking low, they find enjoyment out of doing things like that, how come i dont?

the feeling of waiting for that one answer, im just not strong enough or brave enough to take it, sometimes i'd rather just imagine the answer but not getting told..just pretending or even lying to myself just to get that tingly butterfly feeling out of my stomach!

oh enough of all this crap, this is boring me out and im sure yu guys as well
HAPPY BIRHTDAY SHARON! she's so cuteee ;)
love yu and others xx