another day, another blog :)

today was an alright day, LOL i went home at 2, cs i was planning on studying one hr more than everyone else in my class, but faillleeeddd :( lmao.

everyone always says "Don't worry about it, it's in the past, just focus on the future!"
well, duh, obviously yu cant do anything about it, thats why we moan and groan, cry and fake laugh etc. seriously, i mean if we could change it, do yu think we'd be freaking complaining ! LOL so hypocritical, cs this is me. i say this to people, people say it to me. i hate it, but i love it at the same time. i mean, at least theyre wasting their time, TRYING to cheer you up and make yu feel better. :)

yu know that feeling? the feeling of certainty, that yu know what youre doing is right and youre 100% sure of that, and no one or anything could ever even make yu hesitate for a second? that used to be me, but now, im so unsure of he road ahead of me, i think i need a guide, a guide to take me on a tour around this place called life.

if only it wasnt me who had to be the one making decisions, cs im so bad at making them. I even got a coin to help me decided whether i should go somewhere or not. I cant survive, im so lost, physically and mentally LOL put me somewhere and ask me to find the way home, guess what? you'll never see me return home EVER!
i am one lost case :)

i guess the only good thing, is that i know i have friends that will help me find the way and guide me back home. home*stands for something else geniuses out there ;)

OHHHH and i had my maths test today, i think i did alright surprisingly :) i dont want to get too hyped, just in case it turns out shit. just need to beat caroline by 10% :S seems like a big ask i know :) but but but, english results came back and i got shit, and like literally SHIT 61% :) ah, im such a fob, wouldnt be surprised if there were spelling mistakes in thisssssssss! oh well, wouldnt really be complaining if thomas and jafar didnt beat me = = im so happy for louise, she's done so good in everything so far :) i love yu love, AHAHAHAHAH get it? okay, im just too nerdy to actually say funny jokes, even when im trying..

anyways, one test down, one more to go tomoro, the final and massive one :D gosh, im sorta pumped, i wana do better this time to prove to people i can do it.

even tho things change everyday, some things just dont change that easily, i know, hard to understand but true. if that made any sense whatsoever. gosh guys, this is a long one. honestly, i love blogging becos sera got me into it and me and louise read each others blogs all the time, its like what we do when we cant talk to each other, we just know when each other are gonna blog! :L AHAHAHA not really, but this is for louise :)


alright, byee guys, 3 unit tomoro :)