Tuesday, June 16, 2009

5:43 pm

hmm, again with the time's, i swear sounds like im doing this on purpose but srsly arent = =...sometimes just the littlest things in life can make yu happy? :)

why is it that one person can change your day? it can be from awesome to not so great, or from ordinary to best day of your life! i guess its just another one of those things that you'll never understand.

You know how they say your close friends, can always tell what youre thinking, or they can sense when youre feeling down. hmm, im not sure..not only are some people hard to read but sometimes the person themselves dont even know when theyre feeling down :( but one things for sure, yu can always count on yur friends to cheer yu up :)

why is it that im so weak? on the inside i feel strong, i feel like a man, a man with a dream, LOL okay, im gonna stop with that. i know what i want, yet its not gonna make a difference.. It's worser knowing what yu want and not being able to get/achieve it. it hurts cs yu have a goal, yu have an idea. but that idea will never come true. whats a girl suppose to do? :S

omg, so freaking scared today..was so scared of having to present my english, cs its honestly shit..and i cant speak in front of people. and HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHN! :)

You know how sometimes, someone walks past yu, or yu look at them and they just put a smile on your face :) a smile so wide, that after yu mouth starts to hurt. ive had that before. whenever yu see them, they just make yu feel all tingly inside, literally like butterflies flying around inside of yu..feels weird, but nice at the same time.

Ever gotten so angry at someone that yu just let it all out, without even realising? ..i guess everyone has. sometimes its not what they say, but because its the person who says it. it just makes all the difference. its not even what they sed was that bad, its just yu dont like them judging yu, or placing their opinions on yu. you dont want them to feel that way about yu, which is why yu get so upset..

promise to self:
Dear Jess,
i hope everyday yu just continue to have a smile on your face,
and once in a while just have a laugh,
with someone, at someone or even at yourself :)
just remember, if youre happy
so will everyone else, cs they dont have to deal with your shit :)
not that i have much...lol that wasnt meant to be gross btw = =
*just for some guys who were like ewwwwwww f off :) naah kidding

cant wait til sunday,
i shall organise another movie date :) AHAHAHAHA
i srsly need to get better at planning, cs im failing
TERMINATOR 2 :)

i will blog again later :)
even tho ive sed that so many times, but never done so quite yet :(

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