Wednesday, June 24, 2009

always seems like there's something in the way..

"That's a small step for a man, but one giant leap for mankind"
I could be wrong, this is totally just my take on this, and comparing these 2 things. It's not what exactly this quote means but :) okay so, i just wanted to say, taking one step or making one decision could be a major decision, it might seem small but to some it's a huge risk and takes a lot of confidence and effort to perform, even if some dont agree.
I admit I suck at making decisions, cs im scared of the outcome the final result, scared to find out about the ramifications if there are any. It takes a lot to make a choice, even if it seems simple. Who knows whats going to happen?
No one knows, thats the whole idea and concept of life. Who knows what life after death is? Is it even called life anymore? No one can be sure. Sometimes you will be proud of the decisions yu make, and yu will be happy with the fact that yu made the right choice. Sometimes the decisions yu make leave yu feeling weird, upset, but life continues :) Not everythings going to work out for everyone, but youre gonna have to accept what happens, fact of life.
Sounding contradictive? i know.
People can't tell yu youre wrong, cs theyre not yu, in their opinion it might be wrong, but it's up to yu to make the final choice and it's yur idea, so dont let anyone tell yu otherwise! Ive had people tell me things I didnt really wana hear or listen to, but didnt really have a choice, sure some have talked me out of doing things that I wanted to, choices that now I know I shouldve made myself..but it's already too late :)
Hasnt everyone fallen into the arms of peer pressure?
Hmm, whoever hasnt done anything because they were told to, or got influenced by sorten groups or people. WOW, like seriously wow, I wouldnt have thought. Not saying that all peer pressure if a bad thing, sometimes it can turn out great, considering the influences that they put on you.
Whenever youre about to make the move, youre about to take the first step, something seems to be in the way, not literally, but mentally, sometimes yu just doubt yurself, no matter how confident yu were before, one second can change everything. EVERYTHING! one word can change yur life, yur destiny, yur fate LOL sounds gay, but if yu think about it you'll understand.
Say guys for example, easiest example here. So, what if a guy asks yu out, and youre thinking about whether to say yes or no. 99% of the time yu will seek advice or opinions from close friends or family. okay maybe not so much family..but yeah. A simple yes or no answer could mean happiness or sadness for both of yu. If the answer is no, no doubt this will be hard to explain or even say in the first place. In your head you always try and picture the situation, and think of the best way to give them the answer..but yu need to understand that no matter what yu say, they will get hurt, if yu didnt get the answer yu wanted wont yu feel upset?
It's inevitable.
I remember wanting to have that special power, to be able to read people's minds. To be able to see through them, knowing what theyre thinking about. But, now when I think about it, maybe it's not so fun knowing what people are thinking all the time. The good and the bad. I dunno which one outdoes the other.
Mann, anavi and jasmine are the sweetest, happiest people ever. I love being around them, they just somehow make me forget about everything sad and I can just laugh non-stop when Im around them. Thanks heaps guyss :)
p.s. Guyss, if yu think I sound sad all the time on my blog, just trust me. Im not, there are just times when I need some things answered like everyone, even when they sound sad. Im sitting here happy =)
gosh suling, they arent that scaryyyy =) AHAHAAHAHAHA

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