Thursday, June 25, 2009

Thursday nights :)

"He may not seem perfect, but I beg to differ"
OMG?! I did my speech today finally, thats one thing thats now officially off my shoulders =)
"I believe confidence and nerves go hand in hand"
Ive never felt confident enough to stand in front of a group of people and just talk. Although they may not care or judge me, on the inside I just feel nervous and there are butterflies fluttering around inside my stomach that makes me sick. People may not see that, but trust me, Im not as confident or brave as you think I might be. After all, everyone has insecurities right? It's amazing and surpising, not only to myself, but I hope to others that I have seemingly become a bit more confident as I dont usually participate in a school leadership position let alone volunteer to make a presentation in class.
This sudden oomph of confidence, it feels strange, slightly unfamiliar but it feels nice :) gives me a sense of achievement, which I havnt felt in a long time. Some things in the past you cant change even if you wanted to, and Im thankful for that :) I wouldnt want to. Sitting here, thinking about random events that have happened in my life, it just puts a smile on my face :)
Can't wait til' work experience, I just cant wait!
Cyaaaa guys, I hope everyone can start to become more confident, If i can do it. so can yu guys, i believe in you:)

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