last day of the week

hey guys, its the time of the day agen, my AWESOME blog :)

okay, so a few things from sytycd today, *sytycd=so you think you can dance btw* i saw this lady on it, who had some disease thing, which was very upsetting for me for some reason, i thought i could feel the pain, when obviously i couldnt.. im so lucky for what i got, and i'll try not and complain anymore about certain things that are pointless, i mean at least im healthy and in good condition :)

then there was this guy on it, who did such a meaningful dance, his aunty had past away, and he used the umbrella as a symbol for his aunty and saying how its similar as his aunty is covering over him and looking after him, just like that umbrella :) it was so sweet and cute, i could have bawled my eyes out. :'(

2 words that will bug me for the rest of my life, i knew she told me cs she was trying to help, and me saying that everything was fine, but now the more i think about it, it DOES bug me, as much as i try and convince myself that im finee and shit, its just not working, "the one", how do yu know?! just ah, im over it :) LOL

i guess its just one of those moment things that i dont understand, and that i really just wana scream, but when i think about it, i should really get over it, cs i sed so plus i made a promise to myself.

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