In response to my previous blog, i forgot to say, to me, the obvious result is that love smashes flaws..
If someone came up to yu and asked for a bit of help, and yu couldnt help them, isnt it natural to get upset and think that youre useless? That happened to me today,this morning a man with a disability, he couldnt speak properly, came up to me at the train station to ask for help to figure out where to go.. I didn't know, and seeing him going around asking other people and them walking away from him cs he has a disability mad me upset, and im still thinking about it now..Im so angry at myself for not being able to help this man, and others didnt even try either. I even cried, i know, very dramatic, but things like that really make me upset, I even cry in movies, so why wouldnt i do this, this is at least real.
You know sometimes, yu do things, thinking to yurself that it would make yu happier, make yu forget everything bad, and make the people around yu happier as well. gosh, how many times was i wrong, not only are yu trying so hard to make this happen and failing, it just sucks....balls.
I wish everyone could be happy, sounds cheesy, but who doesnt..=) I cant believe i can still sit here everyday, staying strong to write a blog everyday. You would think i have better things to do than this, but i dont LOL.
just work, getting so lazy nowadays. not even funny. i think im failing in every subject, just not italian, even tho italians hardly that important anyways.
REMINDER TO SELF:
- concentrate in class
- do maths homework for once in my life!
- dont jig commerce LOL ankita
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